yup :)

hey jellykins!
im so bored at home :( by the way, FABUU is back! and he got me the pants i wanted! yipee!
oh oh, in another 4 days its gonna be 4 months weve been together!
ahh, everyday it feels like just yesterday you asked me out under the langkawi moon. :D

chii khen to hyena :)

your love is all ive ever wanted,
your smile gets me all warm and fuzzy inside.
i love the way you look at me,
sends butterflies in my tummy everytime.

i love the way you love me,
i love how you make me laugh.
those funny things you do,
the sweetest things you say,
baby, im so proud to call you mine :)

The Hyena and the Chicken :) by Pancake.

Esty's bed time story on 25 -01- 2010

Once upon a time, there was a farmer who had a small farm. He had a few animals on the farm, a cow, a pig, a horse and his most treasured of them all, a chicken...that laid golden eggs! All the other farm animals were jealous of the chicken, but due to her kind nature they also loved her. One day they got together and drew a mind map as to how they could get rid of her golden eggs. "I know *oink* we'll just lock out of the farm!" oinked the pig. "*Neeeigh* we cant do that! she's so nice!" said the horse. "*MOOOOOOOOOOO*!" cried the horse. The two looked at the horse, then continued, "*oink Oink* I know we'll tell her the farmer doesnt like golden eggs so stop!" said the silly piggy. "*NEEEIIGGHH* you really are a silly pig arent you?" said the horse. "*MOOOOOOOOOO*" cried the cow again. "Is that all you ever do?" said the horse. "*Oink* oo i think i stepped on ur poo" said the silly pig. "*MOOOO*" smilled the cow. "DAMNIT GUYS! *Neigh NEigh for goodness sake NEIGH!* I have a plan, we'll put this copper juice into her drink and hopefully she'll lay copper eggs, the farmer wont like that" said the horse. *OINK* *MOOOOOOOOO* *Neiggght* and the animals left to start their dirty deed.

The next day, the chicken woke up and looked at her lovely eggs. *BuBOOOOOOCK!* she scream in utter horror, all her eggs were copper!!! The farmer came running in and saw what had happened. "!%#@$" said the farmer. "I know right?" clucked the chicken. The farmer then left in dismay... The chicken was sooo sad, everyday she tried and tried so hard but always, happiness would not come. Once day a Hyena was passing by and say the chicken crying. *Hahahahahaha* what wrong?" laughed the hyena. "*Bubock!* Dont laugh at me!" snapped the chicken. "*hihihihi* im not laughing, this is just the noise i make" explained the Hyena. "*Cock wobble* really? oh okay..." sighed the Chicken. "*hehehe* whats wrong??" asked the Hyena once more. "Well i used to lay golden eggs now their all copper and I dunno what to do" :( said the Chicken. "*Hahahahaha* well I can help you :D" laughed the Hyena. "*bock* you know ur laughing is getting on my nerves" shot the chicken. "*heh* sorry" sorried the Hyena. "Well try it, try to laugh and lay an egg" said the Hyena. "Are you mad? sigh Okay....Hehehehe *Pop!* OMG its golden!!!" shouted the chicken. In her euphoric state the left the egg and ran to get the farmer, when she came back she found the Hyena had gone and the Golden egg too. The farmer, thinking she had played a joke on him, told her off and went back home. As she walked back to her coop she found the Hyena there with the Golden egg. *BUBBBOOOCK!* "WTH are you doing with my egg you theif!" exploded the chicken. *BWAKAKAKA* " No No No the other animals wanted to steal it so i was protecting it!" argued the Hyena. "Never nay! they'd never steal my eggs, their my friends!" *hohohoho* "okay well here have ur egg but be warned they will try to take it and when they do, just call my name!" and with that The Hyena was off. With all the commotion of one day the chicken fell asleep immediately.

*oink* "shhhhh" *Mooooo* "will you stop mooo-ing"... *BUBOCK!!* "Oh damnit piggy look what you've done"

The chicken opened her eyes and to her horror she say the other animals ganging up on her to steal her Golden egg! *BUBBBOOOOOOCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK* (translation = HYENNAA) and the Hyena came running and bust into the coop full of laughter. *Hahahahahahaha* "I told you so! get away from her you sneaky horse!" shouted the Hyena and with that he leapt and bit the horsie's bumsie. *Neeeeiiiiggghhhh* and off ran the horse into the forest never to return. And as for you piggy! *SQQQUUUUEEELLLLL* "wow thats a first" said the pig and he clumsied his way out into the forest never to return. *hahahahahahaha* "that was me laughing" the Hyena explained to the chicken. "And you mr Cow!" *Mooooooo*. "Oh he's fine! he doesnt do anything but mooo" said the chicken. *hihihihihih* "go on then cow get!" and with that the cow walked out of the coop, maybe to return in the near future.

"OOOOOH Thank you Hyena *KoKo*" said the chicken as she kissed the Hyena. "*AAAAAAA!* its no problem" said the Hyena. *hahaha- ha-ha-ha-ha-ha* laughed the Hyena. the Chicken filled with happiness Burst out in a fit of laughter. *pop* *popopopopopopopopop* in her laughing fit, the Chicken let loose so many eggs and to her surprise they were alll Diamond egggs!!! and at this point in time the farmer had decided to walk in, because of all the rucuss! And when he say the Diamond eggs, He was ecstatic! He told the Hyena to come in and he took the Chicken in as well. And after hearing about what had happened he made a nice warm ber next to the fire place for the Hyena and a coop for the chicken right next to it. And the Farmer, Hyena and Chicken Lived Happily Ever After.

THE END

Message for my Esty

My First ever video, dedicated to my One and Only :) I love you Baby. Enjoy :D

This is COOL!

Daryl Leonard Baptist
January 5, 1989



Inner or Soul's Urge: This is spiritual and emotional expression more than physical. It is your heart-felt desires, your incentive, how you look at life. Here are your areas of personal satisfaction.

You respond to life from the heart. You want joy and happiness for yourself and for those around you. Inspiration and imagination are yours in abundance. You are somewhat of a dreamer.
Children and pets occupy a special place within.

You enjoy beauty, popularity, and constant activity. What you have is all you ask for.

Life is a game. You enjoy life as it comes, laughing at discouragement or failure, and never letting depression get the upper hand. Even so, there is a reticent side to your nature. You might be living in a world of feeling and emotion. You fall in Love easily.

You can see beauty everywhere. And you express your own beauty through your varied artistic talents -- painting, sculpting, speaking, decorating, acting, music, writing -- anything with color, form, or rhythm.

Seems you have a lot of friends; often entertaining, broadcasting your energy and your Love, giving everyone a good time. You are probably not unfaithful, but you enjoy flirting. You are kind and obliging. Your friends mean a great deal to you.

Patience and ability to concentrate could be enhanced for your personal benefit.

Personality: This is your physical expression more than spiritual or emotional, the way you present yourself when meeting others. It may or may not be the real you.

Your thoughts are often on others and their needs, especially those close to you, and this is observed through your projected personality. You are seen as one who is responsible, in service to others, and trying to establish emotional harmony. Sometimes you are seen as a fatherly or motherly type. It is observed that you are capable of deep affection and sacrifice.
When meeting new people, you tend to be either suspicious or gullible, sometimes switching between the two in succession. When threatened emotionally, you can be seen as defending yourself to near irrationality.

You enjoy good clothes of good material, and like to be comfortably dressed. To enhance this personality, you should always be well-dressed and give thought to the way you look, rather than giving it the lack of importance or carelessness as is your tendency.

Quiescent Self: Stripped of all outside influences, aspirations, ambitions, shoulds , and shouldn'ts you when you are alone, just you and your dreams.

Your family adores you; not only for the beautiful, artistic home you create for them, but also for the responsibility you assume for keeping perfect order. There are flowers in your garden, and music and artistic works are around you. You are known for your hospitality.
Your thoughts and pleasure are yourself as the comforter to all, and the adjuster of inequities.

Destiny or Ultimate Goal: This is your desired lifetime accomplishment. It is a key to a useful and happy life, and to feeling fulfillment during your latter days.

You yearn to serve the world; to "broadcast" your self, your talents, and your emotions; and to give the benefits of your knowledge and experience to all. You dream of a world with understanding, harmony, and trust as the norm.
Many find you attractive. Although you can have an impersonal attitude, many people dearly Love you. You are compassionate and impressionable. Because you have boundless faith in your own source of supply, you tend to give of yourself without thought about your own impoverishment.

You have the innate wherewithal to be an inspired artist, poet, inventor, or psychic; you have accurate and intuitive prophetic abilities, and desire to use your talents for universal benefit.

To be a more effective humanitarian, be more definite in your thoughts and actions and acquire more control over your emotions.

Life Path: Here are clues to what fate has in store for you. It indicates the type of encounters, events, and opportunities you are likely to experience along your physical life path.

You are a humanitarian and idealist, with a path of serving mankind, doing worthwhile things for yourself and those close to you, and teaching by being an example of kindness, justice, truth, and responsibility. One of your challenges along your life path is to establish emotional balance and stability.
Your path is one of rendering service to those in need. Your strong sense of family is extended to the community, the state, and even the world. Learn to recognize when the demands of others are an effort to take advantage of your generosity rather than a true need. Finding tranquility in your home may be hard work for you, but once achieved the result can be tasteful surroundings and harmonious social and familial intercourse.

You can succeed at anything when the purpose is helping and serving others. You have a strong idealism and are at your best when you directly benefit the lives of others.

Esther Rimah Richard
March 27, 1991



Inner or Soul's Urge: This is spiritual and emotional expression more than physical. It is your heart-felt desires, your incentive, how you look at life. Here are your areas of personal satisfaction.

You respond to life from the heart. You want joy and happiness for yourself and for those around you. Inspiration and imagination are yours in abundance. You are somewhat of a dreamer.

Children and pets occupy a special place within.

You enjoy beauty, popularity, and constant activity. What you have is all you ask for.

Life is a game. You enjoy life as it comes, laughing at discouragement or failure, and never letting depression get the upper hand. Even so, there is a reticent side to your nature. You might be living in a world of feeling and emotion. You fall in Love easily.

You can see beauty everywhere. And you express your own beauty through your varied artistic talents -- painting, sculpting, speaking, decorating, acting, music, writing -- anything with color, form, or rhythm.

Seems you have a lot of friends; often entertaining, broadcasting your energy and your Love, giving everyone a good time. You are probably not unfaithful, but you enjoy flirting. You are kind and obliging. Your friends mean a great deal to you.

Patience and ability to concentrate could be enhanced for your personal benefit.

Personality: This is your physical expression more than spiritual or emotional, the way you present yourself when meeting others. It may or may not be the real you.

Neat and clean; that's your usual appearance. With a pleasing personality and gentle manner. You appear cooperative, diplomatic, and tactful. And you appear to adapt easily to varied circumstances and people from diverse backgrounds.

When you don't get your way, you can become cunning and scheming, which may give a contrived or hypocritical appearance.

You attract people who want to be of assistance. You can be subtle and work behind the scenes to accomplish desired objectives, being successful more through diplomacy than by coercion.

Try to wear soft, flowing, and neat clothing rather than loud and showy or plain and colorless.

Quiescent Self: Stripped of all outside influences, aspirations, ambitions, shoulds , and shouldn'ts you when you are alone, just you and your dreams.

You are a Spiritual Leader, able to guide many along the road of your Truth. Your words are inspired. Your eyes glow with the unshakable divinity of your spirituality. You sense there can be glory in martyrdom, provided it inspires others to The Way.

Your thoughts and pleasure are you as an effective leader to the glory of goodness and all people you meet are or become part of your spiritual family.

Destiny or Ultimate Goal: This is your desired lifetime accomplishment. It is a key to a useful and happy life, and to feeling fulfillment during your latter days.

You yearn for personal freedom in every direction, including expression of free will; for change, variety, and constant new opportunity; and to learn about life in all its phases.

The new, the unusual, the progressive -- these are where your enthusiasms are. Waiting around, being stuck in routine, and petty details are personal agitations.

Because of your desire to experience everything in life to its fullest before you let it go, you may tend to overdo sensual experience such as sex, alcohol, drugs, and food.

Instead of formal education, much of your wisdom comes from your tremendous range of activities and your contact with people of many classes and races and walks of life. This can put you in great demand as an alive and witty lecturer or teacher. You tend to be flexible, progressive, and restless.

You can enhance your life experience even more by increasing your sense of loyalty and your patience, better defining your purposes in life, and not scattering your attention so much by going too many directions at once.

Life Path: Here are clues to what fate has in store for you. It indicates the type of encounters, events, and opportunities you are likely to experience along your physical life path.

Your path to holds frequent change, variety, travel, and the unexpected with a thorough mingling among humanity. You will grow by adapting yourself to change and uncertainty. Crowds and audiences appeal to you. You are passionately independent. You experience restlessness or impatience when things move along too slowly or when constant repetition becomes monotonous.

You sense that experience is the best teacher and that you learn best while you maintain your sense of individual freedom. You may have a tendency to misuse your freedom with over-indulgence of the senses, but that can be corrected by using your holistic sense of free will to go on to new adventures, and thereby discarding what no longer serves a purpose.

You have an innate ingenuity and can benefit from scientific, inventive, and resourceful people. You are versatile and clever. Things don't stay the same for long where you are.

You can understand all classes and conditions of people and can adapt yourself to unusual circumstances and conditions. Be alert to seize all that is novel and progressive. You profit by contact with other people.

i miss you too jellycake..

i miss you too jelly :(
so so much..

promise you wont leave me alone anymore?
:/

i love you jellycake muah!

KOKO!

I miss my Angel.

After this, I never want to be so far away from you baby.

I miss you Angel

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